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Unki chhaya par bhi manna apna adhikar
Alhadpan ke pyar ka kya kehna...
Pyar ke us ke khumaar ka kya kehna...
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Unke saamne aane se dil ka dhadakna
Subah se shaam tak unhe dekhne ko tarasna
Aur nazrein milte hi pher lena
Alhadpan ke pyar ka kya kehna...
Kabhi the jo paraaye
Unhi ko sabse kareeb maan liya
Sab ghum unke liye uthaye
Jinhe apna naseeb maan liya
Alhadpan ke pyar ka kya kehna...
Pyar ke us ke khumaar ka kya kehna...
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Cafeteria Romance
Lisa saw him everyday during lunch time. She did not understand why but she kept waiting for him if she did not see him when she entered the cafeteria. He almost always came at the same time. He was tall, fair, lean and had very short hair. Lisa never really liked men with such short hair, yet this guy interested her. Perhaps his eyes were the reason of attraction. They seemed to hold her gaze every time she looked at him. Those eyes seemed to beckon her as if inviting her to be near.
Lisa wondered why this one guy was making an impression on her. She never thought of herself as the dating kind of girl. In fact, in her past, she had always fallen for the wrong kind of men. She had almost married the last person she had dated but she found out that he had been lying about himself. Though she had known Jake for about 2 years before they decided to get married, yet she never realized that he was not doing his post-grad as he claimed to, but he was a janitor in the university that he said he studied at. Lisa did not believe in class distinction but she was not willing to spend her whole life with someone who could lie about his qualification, and that too, for two long years. She lost trust in Jake.
Before Jake, she had a stint with someone from her neighbourhood but that relationship turned sour when she realized that this guy was cheating on her with her own flat mate. And, once Jake was out of her life, Lisa had promised herself she would not allow herself to repeat the mistakes of her past. So for past one year, she had been avoiding men until the cafeteria guy entered her life.
Lisa checked her thoughts but she could not control her gaze. She was looking at him for perhaps too long, because he was staring at her. She averted her eyes and waved at one of her friends approaching her. Lisa used to have lunch with two other girls from her department, Lily and Rosa.
As they say, you cannot hide love, so happened with Lisa. Very soon, not only her friends, but also the people who accompanied her object of attraction, also came to realize Lisa's interest in him. So began the first step towards dating. It was like a dream for Lisa, and even Lily and Rosa started enjoying her madness. They used to rush to the cafeteria when it was lunch time for the guy. They used to steal glances at him all the time . All their talks during lunch time revolved around this guy, who also reciprocated the similar craziness. Or perhaps, he was just enjoying the attention he was getting from three pretty ladies.
Lisa was getting impatient now; she wanted to talk to him but she did not want to make the first move. She did not trust herself anymore. She thought if she tried too hard, probably this relationship would also turn sour. So she waited for him to approach her, but he never did. Perhaps he was the shy kind of guy, or may be he was committed! Lisa did not want to think about this possibility but she knew there must be some reason why a guy getting all the right kind of signals was not trying to take a step further. But one day, the first step happened.
Lisa was supposed to meet someone in one of the buildings and she was asking the receptionist about this person. She saw from the corner of her eye, that the cafeteria guy was walking towards the lift. She wanted this lady at the reception to hurry up, but she was taking forever to find out where the person Lisa was supposed to meet sat! When Lisa finally walked towards the lift, she saw him holding it for her. He smiled at her and asked, "Coming?" Lisa was stunned, "Of course!" Later she thought to herself why she had said that! He would sense her excitement! When the lift doors closed, he looked at her and said, "Hi, I am Ned." "Hi, I am Lisa." "Any specific reason you came to this building. I have not seen you here before." "Yes, I want to meet Danielle in the Research department." "Oh, he sits right across me. Come, I will show you." As Lisa walked behind Ned, she wondered why this conversation felt so natural, as if she was talking to someone she had known for years. Even Ned was behaving like he had known her forever.
When Lisa was done with the meeting, she walked out of the building thinking how she would meet Ned again. But there he was, standing outside as if he had been waiting for her. She smiled at him and he smiled back. As she walked away, he called out to her, "Lisa, would you like to have coffee?" She was thrilled that finally he was making some efforts, but she wondered if this was moving too fast. So she said, "May be some other day; today I have lots of work on my hands." "OK, no problem, some other day." "See you around, Ned." "Yeah, see you."
When Lisa met Lily and Rosa during lunch, she narrated the event to them and they asked her why she did not accept the offer for coffee. Rosa was disappointed, "Lisa, you are so dumb. First, you keep complaining that he is not trying to talk to you. But when finally he does, what do you say? You moron!" Lily added, "And, neither of you gave your number. So how the hell are you going to meet 'some other day'?" Lisa was too glad for what had happened that she wanted to savor it before moving forward, and also she wanted to take things slow. So she explained to her friends, "Hey both of you, I know you are concerned for me. But I do not want to rush into things. Plus, I see Ned everyday during lunch, so getting his number is easy. I am sure he will ask me out again very soon. So you gals relax."
After a couple of weeks of seeing each-other everyday at lunch time and not getting beyond very formal hellos, Lisa wondered if she had been over-confident about Ned asking for her number. But she knew she had lost her chance. Though Lily and Rosa urged her to take the talk beyond a hi, she thought she would lose face if she did so. So life became the same old routine again. Lisa told herself that it was not meant to be with Ned; she convinced her heart by telling it that a guy who does not ask a woman out a second time after getting a no the first time, probably was too egotistic. But then, does the heart understand any logic? No matter what Lisa said to herself every day to get Ned out of her head, he would always pop in with some thought or the other. She fantasized about him all the time. There was no escape from the attraction she felt towards Ned.
Finally Lisa got so tired of her confused state of mind that she decided to change her lunch time in order to not run into Ned again. Lily was totally against it. She told her very sternly, "Lisa, there is no point running away from your own feelings. Plus, not seeing Ned is not a solution. This is 21st century and it is OK if a woman makes the first move. You have to talk to him. Why are you torturing yourself?" Rosa, however, wanted Lisa to first realize what her true feelings for Ned were, so she advised her, "I think Lisa, you should do that. You should avoid seeing Ned for few days so that you are clear about what exactly you feel for him. It will clear your head and will give you a better perspective of this relationship. And if after that, you are ready to talk to him, you do that!" Lily tried to argue," Come on gals, what is this? This is not a movie, it is real life. You might not get a second chance." Rosa said, " If you don't, then may be it WAS not meant to be." Lisa closed the argument by saying, "You know what, I have decided. I am not going to see Ned at least for a month. By then, I will know my true feelings for him." So that was that. Lisa did not see him for another month. She avoided any place where there was even a slight chance of running into him.
At the end of the decided period, Lisa still could not take Ned off her mind, though the frequency of her thoughts going to him became less. So she declared to her friends, "Gals, I think I am gradually getting over Ned. So I am going to continue avoiding him for some more time and then, I will be fine." Lily objected again, "Lisa, what is wrong with you? Is this a game? What are you trying to do? Have you thought about the possibility that may be you will never get over Ned totally?" This time, Rosa did not say anything but she was really surprised at her friend's immature attitude. However, Lisa was adamant, "Listen you two, I think it was just infatuation and I will get over it in a few weeks. I think I don't want to fall in love again." Her friends were concerned about her behavior but they had no way to make her see straight. They thought probably she was not over Jack yet, that's why she was being weird. Perhaps, her heart needed more time to mend. So they let her do what she desired.
Sometimes, you don't realize how much you love someone until you see them go away forever. By then, it is too late. Lisa bumped into Ned one day when she was out to watch a movie with her cousins. She saw him with another woman. When she saw him, she wanted to hide somewhere but he was looking at her, so she smiled. He was happy to see her,"Hi Lisa! Long time! Haven't seen you in a while. Where have you been?" "Hi Ned, I have been busy and my boss changed the lunch time for our team since we have a status meeting at 1 p.m. everyday. How are you?" He looked as handsome as ever. "I am good. Hey, this is Maria." He turned to Maria and said, "Maria, this is Lisa. She is a colleague." Lisa was furious at this introduction and was no longer interested in getting insulted, so she just said hi to Maria and excused herself.
But she did not watch the movie, instead, she kept looking around for Ned and Maria. She realized whatever she told anyone, she did have something for Ned and that was not going to end so easy. She knew she could not see him with another woman and she wished she had gone for that coffee with him. But Lily was right; life does not give a second chance sometimes. Lisa had lost her chance, and now Ned was with Maria. Lisa cried for hours that day when she went home. Later, she called her two friends and told them she finally knew her true feelings for Ned, but a little too late.
Life came back to a routine for Lisa. Yet, she missed Ned all the time. She missed those days when just seeing him once in a day made her happy, when bumping into him unexpectedly made her day, when there was no love and hence, no hurt. But most of all, she missed her own laughter. She reminisced about how Lily and Rosa used to playfully tease her all the time, and she used to keep blushing. In those days, she used to pray for just one chance to know Ned and now she prayed to forget him.
It was Valentine's day. Lily and Rosa planned for an outing for the three of them; they wanted to cheer Lisa up. Seeing how much her friends cared for her, she agreed to go out with them in the evening. They had planned to go to this special event being organized by a group of artists. Lisa half-heartedly got ready and reached the venue with her friends. Lisa was surprised to see the party venue to be someone's house. When she walked towards the door, she knew she was walking towards her happiness. Even before the door opened, she knew who would answer it.
Later, over a delicious dinner cooked by Ned, the girls explained to Lisa that seeing Ned with Maria was the part of their plan which they had devised to make Lisa familiar with her feelings. Rosa always knew Lisa liked Ned but she did not want him to be her refuge from Jack. Lily suggested they involve Maria, Ned's cousin, in the plan. Ned explained to Lisa how he had felt really disappointed when she had not taken the offer to go out with him and did not even give him her number. That day, three people - Ned, Lily and Rosa went out for coffee.
Lisa hugged her friends and thanked them for such a wonderful Valentine's celebration. She and Ned talked late into the night, long after her two friends had left the two alone. That evening, a casual cafeteria encounter sowed the seeds for a life-time relationship.
Lisa wondered why this one guy was making an impression on her. She never thought of herself as the dating kind of girl. In fact, in her past, she had always fallen for the wrong kind of men. She had almost married the last person she had dated but she found out that he had been lying about himself. Though she had known Jake for about 2 years before they decided to get married, yet she never realized that he was not doing his post-grad as he claimed to, but he was a janitor in the university that he said he studied at. Lisa did not believe in class distinction but she was not willing to spend her whole life with someone who could lie about his qualification, and that too, for two long years. She lost trust in Jake.
Before Jake, she had a stint with someone from her neighbourhood but that relationship turned sour when she realized that this guy was cheating on her with her own flat mate. And, once Jake was out of her life, Lisa had promised herself she would not allow herself to repeat the mistakes of her past. So for past one year, she had been avoiding men until the cafeteria guy entered her life.
Lisa checked her thoughts but she could not control her gaze. She was looking at him for perhaps too long, because he was staring at her. She averted her eyes and waved at one of her friends approaching her. Lisa used to have lunch with two other girls from her department, Lily and Rosa.
As they say, you cannot hide love, so happened with Lisa. Very soon, not only her friends, but also the people who accompanied her object of attraction, also came to realize Lisa's interest in him. So began the first step towards dating. It was like a dream for Lisa, and even Lily and Rosa started enjoying her madness. They used to rush to the cafeteria when it was lunch time for the guy. They used to steal glances at him all the time . All their talks during lunch time revolved around this guy, who also reciprocated the similar craziness. Or perhaps, he was just enjoying the attention he was getting from three pretty ladies.
Lisa was getting impatient now; she wanted to talk to him but she did not want to make the first move. She did not trust herself anymore. She thought if she tried too hard, probably this relationship would also turn sour. So she waited for him to approach her, but he never did. Perhaps he was the shy kind of guy, or may be he was committed! Lisa did not want to think about this possibility but she knew there must be some reason why a guy getting all the right kind of signals was not trying to take a step further. But one day, the first step happened.
Lisa was supposed to meet someone in one of the buildings and she was asking the receptionist about this person. She saw from the corner of her eye, that the cafeteria guy was walking towards the lift. She wanted this lady at the reception to hurry up, but she was taking forever to find out where the person Lisa was supposed to meet sat! When Lisa finally walked towards the lift, she saw him holding it for her. He smiled at her and asked, "Coming?" Lisa was stunned, "Of course!" Later she thought to herself why she had said that! He would sense her excitement! When the lift doors closed, he looked at her and said, "Hi, I am Ned." "Hi, I am Lisa." "Any specific reason you came to this building. I have not seen you here before." "Yes, I want to meet Danielle in the Research department." "Oh, he sits right across me. Come, I will show you." As Lisa walked behind Ned, she wondered why this conversation felt so natural, as if she was talking to someone she had known for years. Even Ned was behaving like he had known her forever.
When Lisa was done with the meeting, she walked out of the building thinking how she would meet Ned again. But there he was, standing outside as if he had been waiting for her. She smiled at him and he smiled back. As she walked away, he called out to her, "Lisa, would you like to have coffee?" She was thrilled that finally he was making some efforts, but she wondered if this was moving too fast. So she said, "May be some other day; today I have lots of work on my hands." "OK, no problem, some other day." "See you around, Ned." "Yeah, see you."
When Lisa met Lily and Rosa during lunch, she narrated the event to them and they asked her why she did not accept the offer for coffee. Rosa was disappointed, "Lisa, you are so dumb. First, you keep complaining that he is not trying to talk to you. But when finally he does, what do you say? You moron!" Lily added, "And, neither of you gave your number. So how the hell are you going to meet 'some other day'?" Lisa was too glad for what had happened that she wanted to savor it before moving forward, and also she wanted to take things slow. So she explained to her friends, "Hey both of you, I know you are concerned for me. But I do not want to rush into things. Plus, I see Ned everyday during lunch, so getting his number is easy. I am sure he will ask me out again very soon. So you gals relax."
After a couple of weeks of seeing each-other everyday at lunch time and not getting beyond very formal hellos, Lisa wondered if she had been over-confident about Ned asking for her number. But she knew she had lost her chance. Though Lily and Rosa urged her to take the talk beyond a hi, she thought she would lose face if she did so. So life became the same old routine again. Lisa told herself that it was not meant to be with Ned; she convinced her heart by telling it that a guy who does not ask a woman out a second time after getting a no the first time, probably was too egotistic. But then, does the heart understand any logic? No matter what Lisa said to herself every day to get Ned out of her head, he would always pop in with some thought or the other. She fantasized about him all the time. There was no escape from the attraction she felt towards Ned.
Finally Lisa got so tired of her confused state of mind that she decided to change her lunch time in order to not run into Ned again. Lily was totally against it. She told her very sternly, "Lisa, there is no point running away from your own feelings. Plus, not seeing Ned is not a solution. This is 21st century and it is OK if a woman makes the first move. You have to talk to him. Why are you torturing yourself?" Rosa, however, wanted Lisa to first realize what her true feelings for Ned were, so she advised her, "I think Lisa, you should do that. You should avoid seeing Ned for few days so that you are clear about what exactly you feel for him. It will clear your head and will give you a better perspective of this relationship. And if after that, you are ready to talk to him, you do that!" Lily tried to argue," Come on gals, what is this? This is not a movie, it is real life. You might not get a second chance." Rosa said, " If you don't, then may be it WAS not meant to be." Lisa closed the argument by saying, "You know what, I have decided. I am not going to see Ned at least for a month. By then, I will know my true feelings for him." So that was that. Lisa did not see him for another month. She avoided any place where there was even a slight chance of running into him.
At the end of the decided period, Lisa still could not take Ned off her mind, though the frequency of her thoughts going to him became less. So she declared to her friends, "Gals, I think I am gradually getting over Ned. So I am going to continue avoiding him for some more time and then, I will be fine." Lily objected again, "Lisa, what is wrong with you? Is this a game? What are you trying to do? Have you thought about the possibility that may be you will never get over Ned totally?" This time, Rosa did not say anything but she was really surprised at her friend's immature attitude. However, Lisa was adamant, "Listen you two, I think it was just infatuation and I will get over it in a few weeks. I think I don't want to fall in love again." Her friends were concerned about her behavior but they had no way to make her see straight. They thought probably she was not over Jack yet, that's why she was being weird. Perhaps, her heart needed more time to mend. So they let her do what she desired.
Sometimes, you don't realize how much you love someone until you see them go away forever. By then, it is too late. Lisa bumped into Ned one day when she was out to watch a movie with her cousins. She saw him with another woman. When she saw him, she wanted to hide somewhere but he was looking at her, so she smiled. He was happy to see her,"Hi Lisa! Long time! Haven't seen you in a while. Where have you been?" "Hi Ned, I have been busy and my boss changed the lunch time for our team since we have a status meeting at 1 p.m. everyday. How are you?" He looked as handsome as ever. "I am good. Hey, this is Maria." He turned to Maria and said, "Maria, this is Lisa. She is a colleague." Lisa was furious at this introduction and was no longer interested in getting insulted, so she just said hi to Maria and excused herself.
But she did not watch the movie, instead, she kept looking around for Ned and Maria. She realized whatever she told anyone, she did have something for Ned and that was not going to end so easy. She knew she could not see him with another woman and she wished she had gone for that coffee with him. But Lily was right; life does not give a second chance sometimes. Lisa had lost her chance, and now Ned was with Maria. Lisa cried for hours that day when she went home. Later, she called her two friends and told them she finally knew her true feelings for Ned, but a little too late.
Life came back to a routine for Lisa. Yet, she missed Ned all the time. She missed those days when just seeing him once in a day made her happy, when bumping into him unexpectedly made her day, when there was no love and hence, no hurt. But most of all, she missed her own laughter. She reminisced about how Lily and Rosa used to playfully tease her all the time, and she used to keep blushing. In those days, she used to pray for just one chance to know Ned and now she prayed to forget him.
It was Valentine's day. Lily and Rosa planned for an outing for the three of them; they wanted to cheer Lisa up. Seeing how much her friends cared for her, she agreed to go out with them in the evening. They had planned to go to this special event being organized by a group of artists. Lisa half-heartedly got ready and reached the venue with her friends. Lisa was surprised to see the party venue to be someone's house. When she walked towards the door, she knew she was walking towards her happiness. Even before the door opened, she knew who would answer it.
Later, over a delicious dinner cooked by Ned, the girls explained to Lisa that seeing Ned with Maria was the part of their plan which they had devised to make Lisa familiar with her feelings. Rosa always knew Lisa liked Ned but she did not want him to be her refuge from Jack. Lily suggested they involve Maria, Ned's cousin, in the plan. Ned explained to Lisa how he had felt really disappointed when she had not taken the offer to go out with him and did not even give him her number. That day, three people - Ned, Lily and Rosa went out for coffee.
Lisa hugged her friends and thanked them for such a wonderful Valentine's celebration. She and Ned talked late into the night, long after her two friends had left the two alone. That evening, a casual cafeteria encounter sowed the seeds for a life-time relationship.
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